bad things just cant stop happened!!

my sejarah paper 2 will get 0 MARK !!
why??!!
because just stepped on a tiny answer sheet then thrown by someone..
without even want to pick it up..
i get a kiv big demerit for it and 0 mark for my sejarah paper 2..
what will happen to this mid-term exam..
i dont wanna to think about it..
just a word i want to say now..
FUCK!!

I begged for a release but a punishment is GIVEN..

LEAVE ME ALONE

-JAN 20
few days before CHINISE NEW YEAR,went 1-stop as usual to play snooker..but bad things happened..after fetced my friend home..
on the way back..
i met an accident..
broke my left femur...sent to GH then transferred to LAM WAH EE..



-JAN 21
had my first ever operation..
when i woke up..
a fresh long and scary scar was seen on my left thigh..



-JAN 25
discharged from hospital..
lying on the bed whole day watching family gathering happily without me..
steamboat softdrinks and everything..



-JAN 26
first day of CHINESE NEW YEAR
also lying down whole day watching lame programmes
banned from cold drinks and lots of food..
and also gambling..



ONE MONTHS LATER
went for my first check-up..
the doctor said im recovering well..
pretty relief after hearing that..
went back to school..
and take my only class photo..



TWO MONTHS LATER
i had my second check-up..
the doctor said i maybe can walk without crutches that time..
extremely happy with that..
X-RAYs showed that im my bone is healing quite well..
bought pizza after that..



THREE MONTHS LATER
that is today..
i had my third check-up..
the doctor said i still have to use my cructhes to support my bodyweight or else my metal plate inside my bone will break..
felt so down that time..
tears almost drop..
start to giving up my hopes..



NOW
im feeling so upset because of my leg..
i keep thinking what if my leg wouldnt recover next month..or forever..
i only realise that how serious is this could be..
start to worry..
sometimes i blame the god for that..
sometimes myself..
but..nothing i can do about it..
only time do..

BAD NEWS!!!

HMM...c.shern is not allowed to walk without crutch yet...doctor said at least need to wait for 6 more weeks...that's mean he can't join us fooling around yet and needs to stay at jail for a long long time...anyway i think that time flies very fast...so dont feel frustared or gloomy C.S......even though you didn't join us for such a long time...your reputation will not damage and you're still well known by every one...haha...

CHUIN SHERN is coming back soon!!!

Hmmm....1st of all i would like to emphasis that i'm not chiun shern...I'm 1 of his buddy and i'm here to help him update his blog and announce that he's back to the track soon...congratulations C.S...muahaha...finally you're back...WELCOME....tomorrow is friday then he will go for medicAL checking...if tomorrow the doctor tells him that he's totally recover that's mean he can walk as usual and fooling around like before...haha...he told me that his life is super duper boring becuase every day he can just stay at home and watch movie...that's mean the life in his house is similar to the prison and without entertainment..every day only can eat,sleep,and wact movie.......poor you c.s becuase you have beeen in the prison for almost 3 months...haha...anyway i'm here to wish him best of luck and tomorrow can get the good news for the doctor...GOD BLESS YOU!!!

begging for a release...

CHEMISTRY...PHYSICS...ADD MATHS...BIOLOGY...
is these sounds familiar to you??
hate it or love it??
for me...totally is a NO...
what for for studying these craps that we cannot apply in our reality life...
except for those who want to be a scientist or something really ****...
i just cannot understand why others can score so high marks..but for me...i can failed it like it should be...
just now went to a physics + chemistry tuition...
i rather choose to sleep instead of listening to those bullshits...
rm90 + registration fees rm15 = throw into a deep blue sea
i think using this money to donate is a better way than use it for me to tuition...
am i not suitable for study?? or i starting get bored with studying?? or im just not suitable for science stream??
not a single one in this world can tell me this...even is myself...
but if i din study well and come out with a diploma or degree (do i spell it correctly ?)..
can i survive in such a cruel world??!!
heard my mom says even graduates din manage to get a job in todays world..
summore economy tsunami is happening now..
more and more ppl will become jobless...
we will never know what will happen tomorrow...or can i say next ten minutes...
so..please live happily...enjoy every single moment that you have...thats the most important thing..
maybe if my SPM cannot even qualified to continue my form 6 or college...
i will come out to work..
as a gambler??
as a bookie??
a chef??
a mechanic??
a waiter??
or JOBLESS??
these problems or worries are haunting me every single day....
hope can find a solution to settle my problems as soon as possible...
if this world still continue using sistem barter..
the life now would be more easier?? i dono...
although we may not improve or become advanced...
but the life will be way more relaxing and i love that kind of lifestyle...
cause im lazy...and i admit that...
hope u guys wont have the same problem with me..because it is really sucks...
will go crazy someday...haha

schooling days...

a long and relaxing holidays...
finally comes to an end...
a boring and stressful school days are waiting for me...
erm...
saw lots of strangers in my class..lol...
but still gt some of my frens there...
fong...kyi...liew ching..chia shen and more...
chosen as a treasurer..
until now..i think i had lost rm5 from the total...
dono why...
maybe is i lost it or some ***** ppl less pay me rm5...
but nvm...this missing money will be deduct from our class fees...
so none of my business...hah....
this year is more stressful and hectic for me...
almost tuition EVERYDAY....
hate this kind of life...
wanna go back to form 4 life...
fooling around and no need care about the homeworks...
sighh...
what to do...life must go on although it is hard and tough...
and CNY is just around the corner...
feel like cannot wait de..
gambling with cousins...drinking and eating non-stop...get ANG POWS...
wow...so syok...
okla..i will stop here...
AND WISH ALL OF YOU HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ( although still have 2 more weeks )

goodbye...2008.....

actually i love my 2008 very much...
sweet 16...
go anywhere i want...
do whatever i want...
happy go lucky all the days...
i miss these kind of lifestyle...
there is still 22 hours 23minute and 43 seconds to the new year...
2009...
hate this year...
cause need to be prepared for the spm...
but after that...
will be totally free....
more free than this year...
summore gt car...
means that can fly de...



hopefully i can be in the NS...
cause i wanna hold a M16...
and pulled the triiger....
walao...
syok...
haha...
okla...i end it here...



WISH YOU ALL HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR.... :)